This coming week will be a super great week, and I know I’ll feel like I’m losing something right after the great few days, just like EVERY last time, need to fix myself afterwards. Cuz the chances like this is really rare, for us.. We are all excited! I’m blessed..
What The Heck
I don’t understand why most of the people here make a big fuss about the age difference between a couple, who should be older and who should be younger, whether or not a couple should reconcile and this and that and whether or not the couple are match. What?! Why are they people crictic so damn much and put themselves in an unhappy situation because of others’ happiness?! What kind of stone age thinking is this?! I am not taking any stand whether or not it is right or wrong cuz these shouldn’t be made issues at all!! No big deal!
A deadly fact I realized, I ain’t as hardworking as I was before. I can’t take RON 95 anymore, I need to take Synergy F1.
Not exaggerating, basically I slept for 18hours from a real bad food poisoning, and it’s a holiday, the doctors were having fun too, and no injections were made possible, relied only on the less effective pills and somehow they worked after hours of suffering. So yeah, I lost 2kg! Phew~ Phobia~ My first pills of year 2011. A great end to the year, leave the bad behind. Agree?!
Evaluate our ability to cope with emergency? The task is just being put up online and the submission deadline is on tomorrow morning before 8AM. WHAT?! Just do it. Is this anything to do with me accidentally sleeping for two hours this afternoon?! What a luck I didn’t turn in early today!
Few Christmas events in different states, but I have only one body, Christmas has only one day, I can only choose one, tempting they are, tsk!
regret…
I’m regretful, always be… regret of what I have done in the previous minutes, seconds.
There are bad things planted deep inside my soul, the evil side of my soul.. I just can’t control it, and I don’t know why the devil wins, all the time. Just… don’t know why…
Am I playful? Yes, I am.
Am I TOO playful? Yes, I am.
I have been hoping I am not playful, be more serious to deal with all the things, or perhaps I possess HALF the ” seriousness” of any friend of mine.
Nevertheless many of my friends have wanted me to stay playful always…
Am I leading their way of living in my life? Nope, I am NOT!! I just born to be playful! what to do??
I played and I studied, but the ratio will never be balanced.
I went through exams and I regretted, regretted that i never think of balancing the ratio before…And, I am regretting yet..
I deserved the low pointer as a consequence to my attitude. I should have taken my teachers’ advice into account, “aim for a higher achievement” and “aim my goal and strike it” as well.
I do aimed and I had not pull on the trigger or I had the bullets out of stock, so…it’s just not gonna work!
Okay, alright, I have made up my mind, I will put in all my effort to have the trigger pulled and have my bullets stocked and aim for the same time.
“An apple a day keeps the doctors away.
A book a day keeps the regrets away.
An onion a day keeps the kisses away.“
Process
Yesterday went to shop with my mum and bumped into my primary school teacher, had been sending each other regards. Told my dad after that, my dad asked whether she inquired after my hand’s condition. As for my hand, I did not blame anyone but me, myself and I. It is my naivety causing my hand located out of joint and end up with dislocation and some bone fractured on my hand. She did not mean to dislocate my hand also, it is just an accident. For some time after the incident, I could sometimes feel the guilty in her. Until yesterday, I feel like she already let go the incident.
I get my hand dislocated, sprained both of my ankles, and yet I regret over all the actions causing those injuries as the normal strengths are gone to achieve maximum performance…
And now, still undergo the healing process for my recent injury, it has been 34 days since my same ankle is sprained again, it takes time, I can’t imagine if there is one day I am unable to run, to jump and can barely walk… As if there is no meaning for me to lead a life.
Time is never exhausted!!
10 minutes to 26th, and now, still consider as 3 more days to come(soon to be two more days), I am getting older day by day, going to strike the 18th in my life, is there something significant when we reach 18th? Obviously I don’t know. What is in my mind is that I am able to walk into the cinema with my head raised up, with my eyes looked into the ticket seller’s proudly and never scare to be blocked for those “18″ movies. I can recall that time went for movie with my friends, planned to watch Wanted, it is an “18″ movie, the ticket seller reluctant to sell a ticket to me initially, then what will I do, I can’t give up the action movie by Angelina Jolie, then, sure we all argued with her, telling her that age of 17and a half is legal to watch the movie, hah! With so many mouths of us, which side do you think will win?! That things is not gonna happen after 2 more days, it is NOW two more days left!!
Wandering
Early in the morning my friend gave me a message asking whether I’m free today, luckily I did off my phone last night, if not I will unable to continue my dream, haha. Having my brunch till 12pm, and my phone rang, surprisingly, my friend and her friend are in K.L and heading to midv. I knew it! I knew it! I really knew it at the moment she was asking whether I am free today. Just have the intuition that she is nearby. Grab my wallet and mobile phone, goin’ to ktm station and for the very first time taking commuter by MYSELF!! Meeting her and her friend, introducing each other, talking, eating, playing… It is fun hanging around with them. I think mainly because we are most likely in the same category, crazy people! (Don’t both of you admit?) We have taken some pictures and, I realise that both of them have poor shooting skill! ( I’m just telling nothing but the truth!) I am skillful 
And, here are some pics.
poh xuan and I ~ after eating my fish and shrimps
su yin(hope I spell your name correctly), my new friend and I
After coming back from midv, the clock shows 8pm, take a shower, then leave for Jusco in Belakong for a Chinese movie named Wushu: The Young Generation. All actors/actresses in that movie do have the real kung fu. Quite nice.
Lastly, hope they are having fun in their trip to K.L.
Beautiful Morning
The day satisfies me with the cooling weather, the birds are chirping and the greenery… The weather is comfortable, the breakfast is contented, everything is fine, nonetheless, these few days I wake up earlier than before automatically, I want to sleep longer. No matter I slept 4am in the morning, or 2am, I’m also waking up at that specific time, that’s just too early for me. Help me!!! Anyway, I’m not gonna sleep earlier. 
I want it back!!!!
My guts. Words are spinning around in my mind and can’t find a way out, thro’ the opening of my mouth. Powers are all over me and lost their way, not available in front of public eyes. Hiding behind my shadow. Known only by my heart and soul. What for I’m having them, waiting the day to come as they are willing to expose themselves and letting people to learn them. A hero/heroin inside his/her room, a passer-by on the street. A heart means a lot, the key for success and failure. Ruin your life or make your days. Aim or being aimed.
One Footprint Forward
It has been times, when people are having the bravery to step forward, why don’t you just have a footprint forward also, action taken by only a single side will fail anything. Why? Why act like a coward? Where is your courage?! Since secondary school, people dare to appraoach you, you just swallow your words down to your stomach, although that is your dream… Hopefully, there is a day, day when you are willing to puke your words out, out from your mouth, after long saved in your mind, show your guts!!!
You, a friend or an academic acquaintance!?
Sometimes, I don’t even know what you want to prove on your friendship between you both in front of me, although me and your ‘evidence’ are friend also, to show your intimacy towards your ‘evidence’ ?! To show on me how you know your ‘evidence’ well more than me?! To show how strong your ability is to occupy your ‘evidence’ ?! Even you know your ‘evidence’ is in an appointment with me!? You used to interrupt the conversations between me and your ‘evidence’! Those actions are simply annoying!! To you, I am always nothing in everything, thus, you just need no to conduct those comportment in front of me okay?! You maintain an immature demeanour throughout. Its my fault before, but others are giving me more chances with a generous mind, you are too mean on it, you obliterate all my past contributions, you make me realise the cruelty on you, after all those disappointments, you longer our distance in between, you leave a speechless me on you. You enlighten me that a single fault can kill all efforts.
[ This post does not mean to violate anyone of you until I point you out, it merely shows a personal comment of me. ]
Eyes In The Sky
To whom it may concern, stealing others’ things or to be specific, clothes, including lingerie is an extremely bad behaviour, especially to those who are having their higher education in a university! My stuffs are stolen for times yet I am furious for my recent lost! I love that shirt very much, a plain round neck t-shirt with a green little worm on it, the front view in front and the rear view of worm at the back, could you imagine how beautiful, how appealing it is?! I LOST IT!!! I just wore it for the first time and it is gone! I put notices everywhere this time and searching for it in every floor till the day I left my dorm I am still searching for it, and it is declared “lost”. Brand new pants, lingerie… what to do?? I lose to those uncivilised mindset. This is a matter of individual conscience and judgement. Everyone is responsible upon its own manner. If you think it won’t trouble your conscience then just go ahead!
-[ siapa makan lada, dialah yang berasa pedas]-
Moulding…
I don’t feel like writing anything today, just some random thoughts and something do not make sense. Holidays for two months, thinking of carry out some useful activities but have no idea what to do, two weeks passed and nothing happened. Put on some weights so far, worry it will continue, then all my clothes won’t fit, have to work it out.
When I say I’m lazy, I’m really lazy though I have lots of time, even lazy to type on here, this is the real holidays, nothing to care about when you’re playing, hanging around, doing some stupid things, just a call can make me go from Kajang to Tanjong Karang, I’m not insane, I’m enjoying when I do not have to think about the consequences of playing too much. Isn’t it fun? Don’t be jealous on me! I have an idea, going backpacking in our country, but no one keep me accompany, neither one has time as I do. So, it ends up like that, just thinking.
Enjoying wearing my pyjamas for the entire day, will be wearing the proper one just for a few hours a day. Collecting movies and dramas in my mind these days as well as foods, so you know how come the balance shows an increasing figure everytime. Am also like bla bla bla with my family. I’m still leading a salubrious lifestyle as I’m exercising everyday, and mom is nagging on my darkened skin, I have no idea why the ‘Mr. Sun’ works OT everyday. Yup, so I can’t help on my skin colour.
Too occupied with unimportant things until I nearly forget some important figures.. Gosh, luckily I didn’t.. ;P
:(
feeling bad right now… watched an unhappy scene of a drama.
what would one feel when one is dying..
could one stand the atmosphere..?
hit me….
Lost something that I used to have much conviction in obtaining… This thing troubles my mind these few days. This does let me down, let me think deeply.. Just that little, just a bit more, I will gain my victory.. destined. Asked myself, ‘is that that important?’ , ‘No’ is an answer to cheat on myself. As usual, I can cheat on everyone else but myself. Anyway, learn from mistake.. It’s no use crying over spilt milk! Take the responsibility.
Murder of a Lizard
I challenged myself not to on the air-cond the other day because mom dared me. However, I couldn’t stand the weather anymore and on the air-cond eventually. Phew~~ ‘da lak da lak da lak’, the fan inside hit a creature! I knew it was a lizard! Lizard, a great fear of mine! Damn it!! The tail of the creature ‘flew’ out of the air-cond just after the strange sound! The red button on the main swicth was pressed as soon as I could, followed by a suffocating lizard crawled out at the corner. And I ended up sleep with just fan! Darn HOT! The remains dropped by its own then. Eewwww!!
Nonetheless, lizards produce their offspring quite fast!
*PG13 picture
And so it is…
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Why North pole and South pole must attract each other?
Start working out the answer for this title? Don’t worry, there is no answer in my mind as well because those words flew around my mind seconds ago and I simply put in here.. So, I’m not going to discuss anything about that. Lame huh?!
Just have my student life commenced again, yea, feel like an AGAIN though resting for three-month… Just like a summer break for one who lives on the equator. weird..
Currently have no any idea what spurs me to write, yet I know I HAVE TO update however..
These few days I’m bored in the evening, lack of ball mates, no, baboon u all don’t be confused with this, I’m not directing this to y’all, we could not play with just that . of people among us, ya, that’s just . of us, and while playing with those juniors, I kind of WALKING around and have to keep myself low profile throughout, know what I mean?? Like a student loitering after school, but not in a shopping complex but in a court =.=|||
Start learning tennis today, trying out the racquet holding method, the skills are a bit akin to table tennis but an enlarged version of it.. To be competent in both squash and tennis has been my resolution always. I always hope that I am able to master all kinds of sports.. heheh..
There was a story for today anyway. Long long long time ago, there was an angel……( hey! no more bedtime story!!!)
Alright. The fact is…
When I was almost finished bathing, there was a person washing her clothes outside in her pail on the basin, then she poured the ‘polluted’ water INTO my bathroom to pollute my legs I think, or whatsoever, hey man!!! didn’t you know that’s a person inside??!!! (+.+) At that moment, I really do not know how should I react… After I was done, I came out and looked that person into her eyes through the mirror like nothing happened. I didn’t mean anything, I was only curious on the look of this kind of person.. @_@ end of story..
[ we fried eggs inside our room today!!!! shh....]
语录？
在对的时间，遇见对的人，是一种幸福 在对的时间，遇见错的人，是一种悲伤 在错的时间，遇见对的人，是一声叹息 在错的时间，遇见错的人，是一种无奈回忆的花瓣掠过心湖，泛起片片涟漪，爱不是千言万语，也不是朝朝暮暮 爱是每当午夜梦醒时，发现内心牵挂的依然是远方的你……
人们称它为经典， 何谓经典， 就是每个人都感慨地读一遍，下一次再看见的时候觉得其他人原来也读这一篇，久而久之就变成了经典， 也谓没有更好的另一篇出现， 只因为我还未下笔。。 呵呵呵呵！
平常都不读， 因为我要负责写，诸位要负责读！ 哈哈哈哈， 三八！
nothing’s better than watching a good show! hilarious!! and my palms are red and pain!!! and I can’t close my mouth!!!
人生短短几十年， 来去匆匆。。
转两转，就失去体温了。。
世俗的包袱， 个人的执着 ， 又能说不理就不理吗？ 真的可以那么潇洒吗？
如果可以， 为什么有人还是觉得白总比黑好呢？
一生人里都背着它，想着它， 到头来还不是赚不回自身的快乐。 这又何苦呢？
放开吧。。。
Don’t talk to me right now!!!!
Just wasted my two hours on a bullshit session!!! Really annoyed! I don’t need those unnecessary reading! What I need is the actual explanations!!! I did not get even a tiny thing from that session other than the attendance!!!
Dorm…
Let’s see what happened inside my room these days..
we decided to have spaghetti that day…
materials?? the sauce…
my dearest roommies and I the spaghetti..
again, materials…. 1st time buying mangosteen all by myself..(6kg, which I’m able to finish in 3 days..y? simple, mangosteen is the love of my life..)
( the sweaty satay…) (our honoured guests..)
(I’m asked to pose while eating… =.=|||)
On the other day, in the morning, baboon cooked us breakfast…. ^.^V
Obviously you know I just woke up…
I don’t like the orange coloured curtains then I put on another desired piece of cloth… yes, I don’t like orange colour nor the orange that can be eaten… uh-uh
the beans… yup, we must have a great breakfast to play bsktbl..
Elizabeth (I wondered why everyone reacted in the same way..) Baboon
she would have killed me when she sees these pictures…. >.<
guess which one is mine.. you got it right you’ll get the breakfast.. xP
~good meals always satisfy me~
whining..
Just want to complain about the internet connection in my uni, it has been 5 days, I hope I won’t be counting anymore… arh!!!! student welfare dude!! Where is it??!! Wondering how can I complaining here, easy, using my roommate’s broadband..
Today, we are making the red bean dessert again, ya, inside our room, believe me…
then due to my laziness, I am reluctant to go downstairs to buy my lunch, heheh, have some chocolates, cookies, snacks and all those… after that, for sure I think of carry out my favourite activity, sleep, yeah, , my expertise, my big interest, as you know..
when I wake up, one of my roommates bought me an American Brownies from secret recipe…. right in time..hohohoho, thanks for the treat…
haha, heart my roommates…..
On Cloud Nine ^.^V
Went midv just now, at the garden, got to see the korean, had dinner at the ‘congee mee house’ (direct translate), everything was fine..
well, the most important point is…
I have got a new kid with me!! welcome to the family!!!
my evil kid.. feel like wearing it to bed.. oooohhhhhooooooohoooohhoooohoooooo~~~~~~~~
tell me you’re happy that I found my kid eventually..
to be fair, I will show another 1 month old kid too which I wore for twice, for it not to be jealous…
look, the purple kid is just a bit too happy to show its face up… >.<
Dream
This is not the day dreaming or the big ambition or what. It is a dream dreamt during a sleep, it’s kind of terrible that I could vaguely remember. I’m scared yet glad I dreamed that because my friend used to tell me that a dreamt dream that gave us pictures after we woke up will never happen.
Still, that is one time that my friend asked me not to eat pau as she saw me choking on a pau in her dream..And she was taking it seriously! Her talking cracked me up that she was the one who told me that ‘dream remembered will not happen’ principle..
哑子吃黄连。。。
今天吃了一只死猫， 应该不算很大只吧。。。
真搞不懂她们脑的构造！！ 远见啊， 她们的远见呢？？？
还好，这只死猫吃得还有一些值得。。 因为我明白当中的benifits..
[ as people see tomorrow as their future, you have to see the peak of the world as your future...]
I’m almost crazy…
Strange.. Very strange, 1st time to see, read, try to understand/relate, remember…. freaked out…(freaking out is not what I’m trying to..)
Yet it is something like breathing, involuntary but compulsory…
Fortunately in the unfortunate situation, I realise there is an understanding friend of mine… I’m glad that she said she is pity on me to have such a heavy thing… She had been seeing thing from my perspective for which I kept telling her that I really appreciate her saying.. Although it may seems like a simple saying, but it means a lot… Having this quality rather than cavalier attitude is to be hailed..
I’m not the one who holds all the aces, what I have to do is just to grit my teeth against the hurdle…
Blue…
Injured…
Sports Injury…
From the ‘crak’ sound, I know it will be a long rest…
Don’t ask me. I’m too sad on it…
Pain…physically and mentally…
This news spreads unwittingly… thanks for those calls…
Yet, they are dumbfounded by the news, because it is AGAIN, AGAIN and AGAIN…
causality
ya, everything happened for a reason, besides the timing, whether the thing was good or bad.. some even planted without your knowing, or maybe it ended up as it was because it’s the ‘fruit’ of all previous things.. all imperceptible changes will eventually turn out to be something tangible then.. I personally think that it was caused by the accumulations before… Sometimes, it is not about blaming, but to think what incurred it, like a kid will act like how it was nurtured, the same concept… this is applicable to the reason of the changing of a character…
teens
what blows me to their blogs, don’t know..
realise one of them had done something should not be done by this age, the one is who I knew before in a team.. terrible.. what makes the brain? ever think of the future? silly..
another one, childish to the core… what is better is one of the childish talking is funny, wished someone ” hope all your dreams come true, don’t wish me die can jor.” !! I was like ‘ this is a teenager huh?!’
by the way, I’m a teenager too, maybe an ‘elder teenager’ ? hah!
High School
Finally, my friends are gonna graduate, the last time all are being held in the same place, learning the same things, and fight for the same target. Graduate with tonnes of different emotions, happiness, tears of joys, yet we know we are not willing to be apart from each other but the reality doesn’t allow. I was hit by this 2 years ago, time slips quietly.. We used all our might to ensure that the national anthem, the state’s, our school song are well sung, because we knew, it was our last time to stand in the assembly hall, to sing together with the flags raised.. our graduation song, which had held our tears at bay. And it was our honors to be chosen as the representatives amidst all graduating students to interpret the graduation song.
This year, a new song is created, composed by our peers, I wish I could be there to own the moment together for the last time with my batch of friends, the purple tagged pupils, but the fact is always opposing. The truth of lives. I therefore hereby wish them well, wish them strike in their coming exams, paint their futures with colours and cheer for our friendships!
Failed
Argh!! Difficult to describe in words until you can feel it yourself! One huge fully charged energy has to be burst out from the core of my heart!!! Just heard about the new amenity!! DAMN! DAMN!x101. The urge dominates the sanity!!! It is truly a hard time for me that no one can understand… I can’t burn on the time, so what can I do??
@.@
Make your own essay out of this picture. This is only a part of it. And IF you’ve ever thought that I’m taking advantage(s) on it, let me tell ya, you are so damn WRONG!! At the same time it means that you DON’T know me. Don’t judge.
I miss wearing shoes, a lot..
20th Chinese New Year
This Sunday is gonna be an extraordinary Sunday, this Sunday is made up of ” an off day + a Valentine’s Day + the 1st day of Chinese New Year” !! So it’s gonna be a big day for some, and for those like me, I don’t take up the full package, I will drop the V day from the package! *evil laugh*
Homed yesterday, had a headache and felt dizzy caused by the excessive perfume applied by one of the passengers. *uek~* Before the on-the-bus thing, I’d my last test before celebrating the great *Sunday*. I’ve something to tell here which I promised myself to have it here in any case! The previous test I left behind my liquid paper, the test yesterday I put my eraser resting in my room! Using of eraser was like a need in that test, I was asking one by one, but all of them not having a second piece, and then one of them, broke her existing eraser into two and gave one piece to me, I was touched, you didn’t know how much that little piece of eraser meant to me at that moment, she was too kind and generous! To her, may be it was just an insignificant action, but for me, you’d never know how much I appreciated that!! I was grateful from the bottom of my heart.. Always take every single simple action into account and never take that for granted! Be grateful for what you have! I take humanity very seriously nowadays!
I’d my first Shandy of the Tiger year yesterday night! hohohooho! Those foods, drinks, cookies, etc are too tempting for me, sure will put on couple of pounds later! XP
Lets see what I’ve done till now, early in the morning, I went to have my licence renewed [which I'd been looking forward for years], surprisingly it just took me about 10 minutes! I didn’t bring back my desired photo and ended up replaced by another most recent photo.. (nevermind, I will have it changed again five years later!) I cleaned the ceiling fans for the entire house, except for the kitchen’s because mom was baking there. I mopped the living room, and I washed a car! wahahaha, sounds like I was superb huh! It(all the cleaning and washing) happened because this is my home, my family, man! I burnt my fats for almost four hours there! Later at night I will be catching a movie with my family! My last movie with friends was the one The-Rock-in-tutu’s Tooth Fairy which was weeks ago. Ya, not to mention that I broke my own record for staying in the hostel over a month!
We have yesterday, today and of course we have tomorrow!
Tomorrow is the Chinese New Year’s eve! Dad is gonna take me to a doctor tomorrow morning for the sake of my ankle. This time it will be a traditional one instead of the western one for which the only recourse is always to be a surgery! I really hope it helps! My ankle bothers me a lot since the third injury on the same ankle, even when it was the 2nd, it did not heal fully! And as a result of it, I will be unable to make it to the airport for my friend because it will be in the morning as well, will make it up for her a year later, maybe? ahahahahak!
Looking forward to the reunion dinner, it is exciting!! *yeah*
this is a bit too long, take your time ya! XD
Losing it is like losing a capillary in my heart….
Hope to get the good news that I anticipate tomorrow…
I’m depressed…
And I condemn those whose action cannot be condoned!
# Number #
3.03am is the time, 1248 is the nombor empat ekor! the first and the last, it is not a love letter. 4 hours used to be my nap, but inconceivably not today, it’s gonna be my sleep, at night. 5 hours for 6 paragraphs, just in writing, 2 hours swim in the library, how much it worths, how much I deserve? Once, just a number that kills, it is fatal, why do we care? Once and for all, it is about numbers again. Who instigated this? Inevitable? Personal obsession?
Just drank a packet of chocolate milk, yeah, at this time, this late, in great thirst after series of shouting.. It disgusted me anyhow.. eeeuu… the feeling came right after I finished it..milk is really “not my cup of milk” and I’m still forcing myself on milk drinking everyday, for my own good. One serious problem, I have a really sweet tooth recently, I find sweet things extraordinarily attractive these days, especially sweet drinks, really have the extremely strong desires towards them! I prefer sweet drinks than salty things now and I need a lot of them everyday now, and I want them in cold, chilling cold and to be in real sweet!! Nevertheless, I know what fits my stomach better now, that’s why I chose to have choc milk rather than the carbonate drink that I’ve wanted for so long.. Am I getting older? In another word, more mature, but once again, for my own good, to avoid having gastric like I used to have easily.. yet, my stomach seems like troubling me now.. 
you know my ‘easy’ is how easy then, anytime, anyplace, any activity, any emotion is closely related to it! maybe I let myself being hungry after dinner? yeah, I was hungry after dinner.. I think of having some sweet drinks now! why don’t we have a fridge, at least one for each floor?! How good it will be to be at home… Every meal is “attached” with a sweet drink, despite of my mom’s nagging..
黯然回首
我知道，当我50岁的时候，looking back,
I knew，
what I was when I was thirteen, eighteen
我知道，
你们那曾经向我伸出过的双手，当我连人带脚车‘滑翔’了三公尺， 在陆地，洒满地的东西被捡回来，你们那些脸孔，还会出现在我脑海里。。
我知道，
曾经的愤怒与悲， 会淡出，曾经的心痛，会灭亡，因为，我老早就把你的影片删除， 腾出更多的脑容量。。
我知道，
我也许不知道， 这可能又或者这是你想要的，又或者是为了自救， 不再活在你的影子下，maybe it was rather a better solution for all..
我知道，
我都存些该存的， 因为我记得的都是我生命里的贵人，在我年届半百的时候。。
你，会出现在我的人生slideshow吗？
Today’s song: ~ these wounds won’t seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there’s just too much that time cannot erase
when you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears
when you’d scream I’d fight away all of your fears~
Back?!
My soul is merged with my body again and I’m back to home, finally..
few weeks back, encountered a quite big trouble, reached bottleneck. the adjustment didn’t fall into the same path as my body, awfully bad.. upgrading back to the origin now, to date, still in progress..
watched iron man 2 while mom shopped for groceries. despite of all the thumbs down review.
personally think that it was quite okay for me, not that uh-uh, and I discovered one thing, the spruced up Scarlett Johansson looks similar to that face of Megan Fox, the lips?? just a very sudden thought flew thru my mind, tell me I was wrong.. may be the kind of feeling they presented to audiences?!
and Scarlett Johansson outshone Gwyneth Paltrow in here, way much different, ngeh ngeh ngeh ngeh 
Today’s song: ~ If roses are meant to be red
And violets to be blue
Why isn’t my heart meant for you~
All about meeting people
Kajang is really a small suburb, meeting the people you know anywhere anytime isn’t a big deal, at all.
At the other night, I met my form 2 maths teacher in a restaurant, she was with her two little boys, the next morning, I met my form 1 maths teacher while having breakfast, she was with her family, the consecutive morning, at the pasar pagi, I met my standard 3 class teacher, she was the very first person who brought me to table tennis, she was the one who taught me to serve my first ever ping pong, she was with her parents that morning, at the same place, I again met the form 1 maths teacher! Apart from that, meeting mama thock and papa thock is always not a surprise, from the pasar pagi to the windy supper having place, with the ‘dengue mosquito’, sometimes there was thock along. Mama thock was my form 2 Chinese teacher.
Not forget to mention the restaurant near the basketball court, every family having dinner there, we know ‘em all! 99% of them are our ball mates! I remember greeting every of them stepping in the restaurant. Busy.. That’s why I don’t recommend my parents to have meals there..
The area is now extended to Jusco, yeah, quite a place to meeting known people as well.. duh..
What I’m trying to say is the world could be very small, or Kajang is really small. Therefore, the suggestion is, you stay in Kajang, behave yourself.. (u_u)
Todays’ song: ~ Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
Im just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth~
(Olivia Ong’s version)
Unfortunately, you’re lucky enough to be cleared from the muddy water!
We are proud of you!
*rise and rise again until lambs become lions*
Today’s song: ~ And then if you can remember
Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure~
walking down the aisle, playing the song when we first met, we are so blessed to be on this stage of our lives.
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it was just a dream, a beautiful dream which I can’t even remember your face. nah!
Evelyn Salt
To be honest, I’m truly thrilled by the story and for sure the interpretation of the character by Angie, how could she not be a popular Hollywood celebrity.. from the shivering chin, you can definitely tell how excellent she is, pay attention to every tiny move! I make my attempt on doing the move, I can’t! 
I mean the chin one..
Find some time and go and enjoy this movie before it is over!
There are lots of movies, good ones, in my opinion, to be watched during their summer at this time!
-The Expendables
-RepoMan
-Wallstreet
-The Adjustable Burea
-Takers
-Resident Evil
*Salt had me waiting for a year and it didn’t disappoint me!
Today’s song: ~ Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere~~
Dramatic life never losses its connection with me. Within a week, Veolia Water offers me a place for my internship. Yeah, such a good news to hear. They have a plant right “behind” my house (nearby) , it takes me about 15++min drive. HOWEVER….. according to the HR manager, Bangi plant is tiny enough for intern, and hence, I will have to relocate in Malacca, (as I write up to here, I remember vaguely that I saw myself writing this some other time, maybe in a dream, but I had no idea till now, the weirdest thing that always happens! refer the “Dream” post) which is a bigger plant *hearsay* and it will be 2++hrs drive from HOME.. I like this company a lot, I really do, if the place was in Bangi, nothing else concerns me.. Another challenge, no?! A half answered prayer..
*will Ying Ying take this job and be in Malacca eventually?
stay tuned for the following EPISODES! *
dang dang!
[ Ying Ying will take some rest and see if she can get any idea from the dreams..]
Today’s Song:~ Lying here with you,
Listenin’ to the rain
Smilin just to see
The smile upon your face
These are the moments
I thank God that I’m alive
These are the moments I remember all my life
I’ve found all I’ve waited for
And I could not ask for more~
The SKY’s Words
I know YOU are preparing me towards something huge in my life, yeah,though it’s tough, yet I managed to survive, maybe these were series of tests given by YOU before I am granted with the future that worth having me as a part of it. I don’t know YOUR plan, but I know certainly there will be a GREAT plan for me eventually, as I have faith in YOU. Yeah, I believe in GOD. YOU are constantly evaluating on my ability, as for it YOU higher the frequency of it recently, and I know the DAY is not far from my sight as I am ready to be honored with my life in the next split of seconds. For it not beyond my capability I can ever contain, for series of unflagging hurdles that I ought to step through, they had me persevered. They were signs from YOU I reckoned, inter alia, grow me not to rest on my own laurels as there is no room for complacency.
the last breath
At the moment that I thought I might die, I was actually intimidated by the thought of dying. I wanna live longer. Although I screamed agonizingly, I knew I got to find a way out to prolong my life. I was still sane at that point. And I told myself to remember the feeling of stepping on the line between life and dead for I’d never realized how amazing it was to be alive until to date as my life is worth living for!
Same goes to my future, I always know how I care about my future just that I wouldn’t have known it was that heavy I weighed for my future. I literally couldn’t take it when I found that I might have ruined my own future! That broke me down. At a place where light can’t even brighten my sight, I was scared to even envisioning what will it be when things happen the other way round, everything tasted nothing, stomach of steel.
Now that I can tell you, I’ve been through a lot, I’ve endured that others might not even been to, and they don’t need to. People grow on lessons, so do I. Rainbow and the refreshing air, everything is alive once again, breath greedily to make up what I’ve lost, and value this riddle of life, step by step, approaching the answer…till then, everything will be disclosed…
I wish no drama that places me in shambles, that would be great..
Sneak Peek
One can always be provided with the deep insights on what is happening now and what will the future be through movies. Some of them even depicted the real world in a subtle way. And we may get some ideas on what are the things waiting in front of us, what will they be someday in the future.
One thing I wanna tell here: You can get a river of tears from Repo Men! =) Tell me why I said so. Will ya?
Emotional
I’m pretty much upset with this situation that it’s been a long time that I haven’t laughed my lungs out.. The inconvenience brought throws me out from most of the activities. Tears are running at the edge for every thought of the future strength, it is the heart that feels the utmost pain, hold my tears at bay as I’m writing this, though u put yourselves in my shoes, you’ll never understand my pain, my concern.
For one that said ” ignore it, come and play together!” , shut the fuck up, idiot! Just get out of my sight in case you have zero ideas of what the consequences would be!! Ya, I’m that bad tempered these days!
I need a time machine..
Not A Small Thing
before
After
Present
Present
Needle holes & Bruises
Another “divine intervention” written in THE BOOK…
Can’t even able to on a switch now…
Great pain felt from the tear of ligament whenever it is moved accidentally.
6 needle holes on my body.. Among all, 3 of them are kind of ” wasted” as the doctor couldn’t find the the vessel after poking a super huge needle each for thrice!
I felt weird being anaesthetized and finally threw up.. the ceiling was turning like a carousel. And there came my 6th hole.
Kuantan Medical Centre (KMC) had me waiting for 2 fucking hours before fixing my hand back into place, private hospital, so what?!! Fuck Casualty!!!
It didn’t feel good either being admitted.
Protein & Calcium consumed en masse daily for now..
When will these be an end? I will soon be ” worn out ” if the drama persists..
Both hands are losing normal strength.. What can I do..
I always train my left hand in using chopsticks that I have a thought if one day I have to do things using only my left hand, but I don’t know I was preparing for this.. haihhhhhh
I know I’m late, but yeah, I’m still gonna talk about it, there are just too much to be taken on Grey’s Anatomy, the joys, the tears, the ritual, love, family, the humour, the complexity of relationships, but I’m enjoying them, the casts are great, Sandra Oh, Katherine Heigl, Ellen Pompeo, Kate Walsh, Michelle Krusiec, Patrick Dempsey, etc… Very inspiring.
I don’t know what happened.. In my mind, I thought it was long gone, but it seems like it was just hibernating for a period of time, it is so intense and surreal. Anything I can do on it? No, nothing.
I think I am just good at guessing this time, the fact revealed right in front of my face， and I am happy because it happens the way I think it should be. At the same time, I’m left with the confusion, should I /shouldn’t I ?? I am sleeping on it soon.
Things are getting odd lately, I came across a 5 or 6 years old boy who talked on currency exchange rates in public. When I was five, I was playing with my water gun.. And then I read a 12-year-old kid’s blog, well, he is not just a kid, a twelve-year-old who talks on making soap from caustic soda and how molecules vibration becomes combustive. Back then, I was tasting the flavoured toothpaste for every teeth brushing when I was twelve and that explains too why my teeth nowadays aren’t as white as they used to be! I felt belittled by them that almost left me slumberless last night.
These are just not right.. They should’ve at least carried a water gun when giving out idea on currency rates and differentiated the flavours of the toothpaste while experimenting on the soap making. This sounds more like a kid! Don’t you think so?
because the above video can’t be streamed here already due to copyright, and therefore I’m putting up another. You still can watch it in YouTube FYI.
Cheezzay shrimps!
I cooked this! They say this is ugly, I say this is yummy! Okay, this is ugly but yummy, alright?!
We met Batman on the street the other day, Batman soon asked if he can take some photos with us, I doubted that he was the real Batman, and hence he showed me his Batman ID, and I thought, “okay, we lose nothing taking pictures with him, do we?!”
shaking hand with Batman as per requested!
then
Batman was so not creative, he imitated my pose..
How dare he mimicked me!?
Finally we decided to have an ordinary one!
no more joke.
AND, Batman couldn’t stop staring at Thock during the high shutter speed photos shooting, what a filthy look!
- Batman, don’t think that your eyes are covered with the mask!
And he never got enough!
- Batman wanted to shake hand with Thock too, he was demanding!
At the end, Batman invited us to play Batwomen, on the consideration of that we may have to wear something we normally wear inside at the outside, we then rejected his friendly request!
NEXT
Even the bottle-snowman smiled at me!! HAHAHAHA
Angel
This line is about the good people, the good samaritan.
Have you ever faced the situation like the ” leaning umbrella” ? Yes, I do, a stranger did this on me! Okay, once upon a time, while I was waiting for a bus, a public transport that took forever to arrive at the station, and the rains are pouring just to cool my temperature, who knew the rain was even enough to solidify(freeze) me, and there came a lady[actually she was just queuing up behind of me], taking out her umbrella {gracefully? I didn’t twist my neck..}, and of course open it up and surprisingly leaned the umbrella towards me! As an experiment I moved one or two footsteps forward, oh my.., there are still kind hearted people out there, at least one was standing behind me!
And yesterday, I was alone having an early dinner, and it somehow rained, a couple asked to sit at the same table, and, I can’t afford to buy another laptop so they looked after my food while I was getting my ‘asset’ from inside the car. Good and nice. Today, I met the lady from the couple again, we were buying from the same stall, what a coincidence, exchanged nods and smiles, suddenly I felt like I had seen this face before, and it linked to the previous paragraph! The umbrella was different in colour this time [yeah, it rained again], therefore I can’t tell if she is the “she”..
[Another raining day without my umbrella, my umbrella is on leave... I still can walk, not that heavy though, lucky me!]
There is still hope, rare but there is, who can lean the umbrella for you, who can show you the way whenever you get lost, who trusts you that you will get them a smaller note on the next day, who advices you for your own good, who shares thing(previous post) at the critical moment and more! And I’m gonna need all these people in my life! I will truly treasure them!
There comes the chance, that I missed three years ago.
Fuel my jet and I’m gonna propel!!! hohohohoho
B..but, can I get the fuel as I wish?
know it but didn’t know it, erm.. not sure.
intuition tells lie or truth? prove me wrong.
it is always not as what we see.
just when the fact slaps right in your face, you accept it, with doubt, still.
Made myself a super duper healthy & sumptuous breakfast.
drooling~
Finally I get to see where in heaven is the Malaysia Flying Academy located. Those small airplanes are pretty impressive! And I can see them flying around my working area.
Well, a dream is a dream, always to be pursued, and that’s what keep us moving!
Chinese New Year is around the corner and I walk around to smell it, quite a pleasant scent!
There are images flashing out piece by piece alongside this song, don’t ya?
I think I need a basketball match now.
Pain, my heart sore.
I doubt if just a match can resolve this.
Today’s song : ~ I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone~
Yesterday I have the urge to eat some duck, then I went eating duck noodles..
Today I’m craving for beef, where can I find the beef noodles??
Aiya, why can I suddenly want to eat these meat so badly??
Practiced the old man lifestyle this morning.. Went to a kopitiam, had my breakfast with the newspaper..
I have tonnes of things to be done lately, which include having a nice breakfast, go to the barber to get a barbie doll haircut, go to the post office to send out the chinese new year greeting cards (too late), go to consult the doctor for my recent pregnancy symptoms, and go to the bank to rob the bank!
I’m changing my clothes with a “S” in front of my chest, so that I can get things done by today..
When you’ve done everything you can, the thing still doesn’t turn out the way it should be, maybe it is not the time yet, it’s excruciating, but I’m not a coercive person, jalan sehala always brings troubles especially for the fresh driver and therefore it is destined where the road will take you to.
“Rescuers had to amputate limbs to free some survivors, while one resident said he saw a woman die with her baby in her arms when she was hit by falling debris in Cashel St Mall. She was killed instantly, but the baby survived.”
Quake no more, this is everyone’s wish now. It reminds me on the china earthquake. Heart wrenching catastrophe.
Hence, as long as you’re alive, get over whatever troubles you now, get over it!!
Today’s Song : ~ I went out driving trying to clear my head
I tried to sweep out all the ruins that my emotions left~
For the first time I didn’t bring my door pass, so I guess I’m ringing the doorbell for every entrance into my office today.
Good job Ying!!!!
I think I have to kill myself, literally! I am supposed to wake up at 630AM, but… nah, I’m not getting up late! Instead, I woke up at 530AM because I had the alarm set wrongly last night! I realised after I’ve done everything before my breakfast! Can I stop making fool of myself?? Seriously! April fool came by early?
Funny? Retarded? The fool..
A very informative and inspiring night indeed, I’m all geared up for my life again.
No seething sea beneath. All peace.
Who Am I ?
I want to dream about my external hard disk tonight. I need to dream about my external hard disk tonight. It is ridiculous that I can lose such a big thing. I thereby lose my identity. The important task tomorrow, again, dream about my external hard disk! I ought to find myself a psychologist to help in rewinding my own memories, hypnotize me! Please drop me a note from the sky on the exact place that I put at! Heavy downpour, the sky is falling, I’m gonna search on top of the sky when it falls, for the note!
Efforts in vain, sexy pretty lady (puke 1st) said it’s time to create new memory. This seems like the only choice I’ve got.
And its soul mate misses it so much that eventually gets sick as well. wahhh, I have to go to the shark loan! rawwwr!!!
Is this being adjusted too? wow, what is my track then?! Luckily I seldom walk with coffee in my hand!
*go against fate*
Today’s song : ~ I’ve never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein’ strong meant never losin’ your self-control ~
Lost & “Found” & Lost
Truth : I found my external hard disk…………in my dream last night. I was overjoyed, literally!
Fact : I lost my external hard disk eternally for I dreamt about getting it back. I still remember how happy I was, damn!
GOD is a great joker!
Our Planet Hour 2011
During the earth hour I was inside a restaurant, each table was given a plate with three essential oil candles in it, on the chef’s side was no exception, I found that the chef was searching for ingredients inside a bowl with 10cm distance, very funny, even his colleague laughed at him saying that he couldn’t see and finally some dim lights were turned back on at the chef there! Ha Ha Ha!
Did you switch off too? Hmmm…
Big Spanner
The situation in my mind is always the same, what was that situation anyway?!
Walking down the street :
–> Oh, those in ties, from Manipal I think
–>Err, casual wear? from MMU most probably
–>Blue colour jacket? I guess is UTeM, hmmm
–>AngMoh?? uh, MITC
–> The familiar encounter?! OHH! the bread vendor, I see, live here huh!
So, this was the result from the combination of my eyes and my brain!
A funny enormous usable adjustable spanner I came across today and it soon became my new toy! Have you seen this before???!
As long as my hand man!
A real thing okay!
This kills!
The Monster Spanner!!
无忧无虑
到处追逐， 楼上楼下，满身大汗，玩浆糊，恶作剧， 拿别人的水壶去放另外一个人的桌子， 让人喝错， 拉拉扯扯， 拔发圈， 玩 gu jik， 作弄老师，在老师背后 乱丢纸团，去厕所去两节， 从食堂偷渡 karipok 和 vitagen，放在pocket又烫又冷，几刺激一下， 乱乱编乱乱唱 vitagen 的广告歌， 还拉mai 一班人逼人家一起唱，丢纸飞机去隔壁班，结果给班长骂，唱 pizzahut 的歌给老师听，乱喊乱叫乱笑， 隔壁班老师带 mic 来骂我们，玩人体手臂彩绘， 一面上课一面吃东西， 给老师讲， 结果叫 mai 老师一起吃， 老师竟然跟我们一起吃，老师讲 xx 的裙很紧， 要爆了，给纪律老师骂到臭头，第一班天天被留下来罚站， 做 experiment 最开心，做 report 就痛苦，抄到手痛，功课不喜欢给老师看，浪费钱， 每年丢新簿子，spot check, 打包一包违禁品搭老师放，天天罢着厕所牌不放，每天早上去“报到”，上课跑出来吹风，一起唱新歌，肥婆老师乱丢东西乱吼，还讲以前是美姐， 那个林志玲老师就美啦， xx 很会快速拔耳环招，新年就一直一面上课一面唱新年歌， 越野赛跑就有珍珠奶茶喝，争报纸看，罢多多本图书馆的书，把要借的书藏起来，时常学动感超人的pattern， 学batt gu 讲广东话， 喜欢提早下课，好像 spy 酱，不用排队。
回不去了,
都回不去了。。。
Overweight
7AM- Breakfast : egg, cheese, breakfast bar, biscuits, hot chocolate.
11AM- Tea : Nasi Lemak
1PM- Lunch : Banana Leaf without banana leaf
4PM- Tea : Doughnut
4.15PM – a bit hungry, where is the banana?
5.00PM- Tea : MeeHun Sup
5.25PM- Now : I’m finally satisfied!
The stomach is a bit strange and fierce today.
Glucose burnt for the brain.
Why? Why is it for every time I washed the car the next day must be a rainy day?! Why?!
Weather forecast before car washing?!
巴刹
-GTO 看着我
我 ：老师 （点头）
GTO ：哇，大只了啊！
我 ：[笑] （应该是妳的眼睛变小了~）
Remind me of her ” hah, you, chit chat chit chat like a karaoke” !
My colleague opened the valve a bit too quick and I’m all wet and dirty now. It was fun though! Should be thankful that we were not doing on wastewater but de-ionized water! Hope the stains can go off.. Go and bath under the sun yeah?!
Passion
When both my heart and my hands are itchy, that’ll be only one thing.
What’s that?
Like now..! awww!
It’s gonna be exciting tomorrow, I’m going on a picnic. Well, at least I hope it’ll be fun. The possibility of getting lost is quite high though. Just did research on the going route map, how about coming back? What to stuff into my backpack?Snacks? Wahh!!
my tweety backpack, isn't it cute?
Stay tuned!
I hit a beancurd accidentally and hence crushed into pieces. Granny will take time to tell the story when she’s free.
Roller Derby
The day before I told that I’d like to get a pair of roller skates after watching how it’s made on the telly, they laughed and said I’ve had enough sprained ankles and injuries.
The day after I sprained my ankle. Problem is I haven’t gotten myself the damn pair of roller skates yet.
When the luck is not on your side on that particular day, everything you involve in is a tragedy.
my half day tiring track.
Responsibilities
Just back from the meeting, shoulders are topped with a load now, I can, definitely can come up with the draft next week. No room for any further delay.
It started raining like the sky was falling down early in the morning, now it goes all the way to KL so I heard and I think I’m partially accountable for this as I farted so hard that I had no idea that it could be so strong to blow away the rain, it’s kind of embarrassing though.. [ The fact is I didn't fart at all okay!] And therefore I played around with the raincoat, sized XL, wear it or wet it. My the other colleague refused to fool around with me that she took the umbrella, no fun…
Part time WWE player!
Today’s Song : ~ I don’t wanna run away just wanna make your day
When you feel the world is on your shoulders ~
Forgot to go grab some groceries! _ _ _ _ ! Breakfast tomorrow’s nowhere to be found, just left the milo balls and milk, and cheese and biscuits, and pratha and.., sorry, I just ran out of the breakfast bar…so dull, if I can get my ass out of bed earlier.. Bbbut, it’s a good sign that I’m too consumed with work finally, great to have days like this where I don’t have time for other stuffs at work. Yo! Yo! Yo! I really suck @ doing paperworks.. please hold me down on my chair and open my eyes.
Wow, defeated the wall-thick report! Just come to me, I have your stuff in hand! *evil grin*
“Long Sightedness” In Need
If Lynas ever gets through, moving out might be the sole recourse, please think about it and lead with the leader’s vision! Never be a nincompoop only to rake in oodles of money that place your people on the brink of health disaster!
Destiny
If I wasn’t going to Ayam Penyet on the spurs of the moment, I wouldn’t have known you, just an acquaintance. It was definitely not a coincidence, because it was a plan B for you that I never knew, so did you, we never knew, it was just destined.
Happy Wesak Day and happy working day to me! ^_^
The air is much better today after the torrential downpour yesterday, hence I realize different trees actually give out different smell, along the way there are freshness, pleasant scent and grassy smell.
The one I consume..
The one I do on..
Sometimes I feel like drinking the wastewater, I think they’ll taste yummy particularly on the day that I haven’t consumed my teh-c…
Sometimes I feel like drinking teh-c is a bit dirty mainly because I think I’m drinking this thing below..
Yummy? Yucky?
Flaunting my drawing here, oh c’mon, I know this is just like a piece of cake, but ridiculously not for me, one unskilled user. I’m a little bit proud of myself now, just a little bit. :D
Never ever judge a book by its cover, never! Everyone can be a white collar criminal, even though he didn’t look like one. Took all for granted, alright, pair of eyes looking at you right at the top of you, I could somehow take them easier, invaded my room, hell no, you’re stepping on my nerves, your mistake is you didn’t know that I grew up with Detective Conan and Sherlock Holmes! I pretended like an ignorant fool didn’t mean that I knew nothing, I was just forgiving every of your actions and taking my own precautions that had eventually led you to my room for at least thrice that I have the strong evidence this time to clear all my previous doubts! I’m not questioning you because a criminal always comes prepared, just don’t be surprised that tomorrow there will be a newly installed lock outside my room. Nothing, just that the existing door lock is not working. [shrug] Housemate that “takes”, think about it!
Assorted
Today, nine months after, the interconnection still not as strong, significant pain has yet vanished.
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People at times can’t even afford to pay the underlying price beneath the risk. Growing up costs more than you can ever imagine sometimes.
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Rush directly to the court right after working is one of the best things that can ever happen to date. [No, rushing is not good..] This idea floats in my mind the moment I start working every morning. All I’m waiting for is to get the game started, everyday.
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Not having the ideal performance these few days, doesn’t matter, I’m waiting to get better each day, like now.
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Being hungry is one of the things that I cannot stand. I hate that I’m beyond hungry and my stomach can’t take much food.
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Having a very high partition is quite good, I’d like to hide myself in one corner, at least I’m not under surveillance.
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I think the main pipe is leaking again, I don’t pay in car washing now.
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Getting more scars each day, people with long fingernails, damn! [I mean those playing with long fingernails.]
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~let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday~
Radiation
Took 7 X-Rays in less than a year, my cells are reducing, undoubtedly, therefore I’m browsing through the maximum X-Rays we can handle per year while munching on my burger. To no avail, none of the articles states specifically the acceptable range of homo sapiens in medical X-Rays, varies between articles. One? Four? 300??! I just know that I was weaker with four X-Rays in a row that gave me a fever after staying out of it for quite a few years. Tell me if you have an answer.
okay, so now I have two MICE–> mouse and mouse?! Laser mouse, speedy, very quick. Who wants? OH, gotta tell y’all both of them lose their left click function! OH NO?? OH YEAH!!! Mouse can’t really travel!!
To be balance:
Jesus said: “Do not resist him that is wicked; but whoever slaps you on your right cheek, turn the other also to him.”
I say : When you fell on one knee, you will have fallen on another knee.
When you dislocated one elbow, you will have dislocated the other elbow.
When you sprained one ankle, you will have sprained another ankle.
[bo pi bo pi~]
Always, things seem silly with certain decisions/solutions, but you know that is the right thing to do regardless people’s perception.
If you ever get my promise, congrats, mean you definitely have my words. Some just don’t understand this principle of mine and were taken aback by the responsibility I took up upon my words. Hey, I didn’t say it for the sake of just saying it alright?!
Blogger Award 2011
So I got this award from my biological sister weeks ago and I don’t think I need to be abided by the RULES, I live no rules!
Thank you and this is very much appreciated!
I am lucky to have surrounded by a bunch of good people!
Today’s Song : ~ Your heart is really something
Your love, a complete mystery to me ~
!Over the Moon!
Everything’s paid off!!!!
I’m gonna celebrate this with a great basketball game later!!!!!
The Smurfs
I remember I had a thing for smurfs when I was a kiddo that I had a smurfs school bag in standard one. Don’t you think they are cute?? But no, I don’t like watching cartoons now, yet it doesn’t kill the possibilities of watching cartoons, depends…on what? no idea. slap me? come on!
Oh, I’ve got more planner diary this year than any other years.
There is another one that I didn’t know where have I placed.
Appreciate
Committing suicide isn’t the solution to any problems.
My school is well known, from the positive to the negative.
The thunderstorm isn’t gonna be there forever.
We aren’t living in that moment forever.
After the news, still, I miss my teacher, who had always taught us to appreciate life.
(^_^)
She wanted her baby to live so much, but her baby couldn’t, with Edward’s Syndrome.
The guy can live, but he chose not to, with a leap.
She will sure be saddened with this incident.
SMJK and SMK are very much different, I’m very specific on this, The Star shouldn’t have named it wrongly. I even try to find a way to complain about this.
心痛
以前拿左手跟右手比，看一下左手有几歪， 现在拿右手跟左手比，想看一下右手有几歪，想一想，不对啊，两只手都不 original 了，还比什么？！不过我觉得右手比左手还歪得多，这样子不是比 original 的歪得多多？！唉，打球也痛，不打球也痛，几时才不痛？！
Sodium Laureth Sulfate
Why is this sulphonated ethoxylated alcohol has such a tad of information?????
Any kind offers on the MSDS, Annual Yield & Demand in Malaysia , PFD, such plants in Malaysia, anything, everything, everything towards the plant design will be VERY MUCH appreciated!!!
DARN!
Just clad myself in dust made fur, errr, Oscar the Grouch? Looking for my childhood control car, the toy car, in the middle of doing my study, screw you, ying! But hey, TOY, how long since I ever got myself a new toy, or even mentioned about “toy”?! Awww, I love toys!! toy toy toy toy toy!!! The next step would be figuring out on how to alter my toy so that it can bear some heavy loads, for the competition, the existing aerodynamic design is one headache, I’ve got some rough ideas, hope it works. Implementing it later? O.o Hmmm… Inundated with piles of work.. :S
FUCK! I feel like crying. ALL my BASKETBALL SHOES ARE GONE!!! One of them I just wore for ONE WEEK.. Wish them luck for their next criminal conduct. ASSHOLES! FUCK!
My team is the champion for the Chem-E-Car competition, the competition I mentioned earlier. Out of 10 teams. Guess luck was on our side, but AT LEAST my sacrifice on my 21st birthday night pays off. Swimming to Sabah next year for the national competition. It was rather embarrassing that I was jumping up and down and running and high five and shaking hands and hugging (my friend pulled me) with my friends who were watching. It was when our car made it.. I just hope that the cameramen didn’t catch any of these and everyone around this afternoon will just forget everything regarding this the next day they wake up. [mali-mali homm!]
Victory for all~
To have my family and friends that remember my birthday and make my 21st birthday a memorable day, I’m grateful enough and I’m blissful to have all of you, I’m one contented person at this point. A sincere wish does it all, and I really appreciate everything I have. Thank you.. <3 It’s heart warming..
I shouldn’t be writing anymore, long day ahead, hasn’t been changing since school started.
Last time I did at most 38 credit hours in a year. Now I do 27 credit hours in a semester. I CAN SURVIVE. I’m intimidated with the figure actually. WOOO… OH, just realized I forgot to add in the 2 credit hours for co-curriculum! :X
Yo! have to wear the undie after pants already! :S
The need to grow up, and distinguish the good and the bad, when my world doesn’t contain only protagonists. This is cruel, but it is a fact. The only thing I’m capable of right now is to distant myself from the antagonists until one day later I’m able to show them life shouldn’t be like that, or they can observe on their own. I wonder where happiness stands, in their thought by leading their existing lifestyles. Life has so much to offer other than masquerading. Hah! Serve yourself on this game, I have more important things to do. YeeeHaaaa!!~
